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Wednesday, December 30

ConTesT GaYa MaKe-Up CaNTeK

Hyeeee....new entry..new entryyyy...(smbil2 mjerit2 manje gitu..wekkkks) ;p

Sgt excited ngan post bru nie, sbb I join new contest...ouhhhh weee.. sejak buat blog, nie la 2nd contest yg I join...Contest nie organize by CPM Honey Nurhaliza..I just get to know her from her lovely blog, which i followed recently..sgt best coz jmpa new blog yg I enjoy read..Okeyy..back to the topic..contest nie mainly about gaya make-up yg chantek..so girls out there, i think u should join..it quite interesting u know...utk syarat2 n detail ttg contest u all bleh klik banner CPM d bwh nie yea..jgn lupa join n best of luck ok darl...

sila klik banner di bwh utk mnyertai contest
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So here my presentation ntuk contest ini:


 BEFORE 
- so pale n dull huhhh -
 


AFTER

 

 

 

 

 





Material :

1. Foundation : Maybelline, Clear Smooth Minerals - W02 Natural Buff
2. Compact Powder : Za, Two-Way Foundation New Edition  - 32
3. Loose Powder : Maybelline, Mineral Power Finishing Veil Powder - Light
4. Eyeliner: Hashmi Kajal, Eyeliner & Maybelline, Waterproof  Liquid Eyeliner - Black
5. Mascara : Maybelline, Volume Express Hyper Curl - Black
6. Fake Eyelashes : M.A.C
7. Eyeshadow : M.A.C, Eye Shadow - True Dark Blue, Gold , White
8. Blusher : Silkygirl, - Flashing Rose 03
9. Lip Gloss : Revlon, Glossy Licious - Lychee Sorbet


Techniques :

- guna liquid eyeliner ntuk bhgian mata atas ntuk dpt kn efek mata yg nmpk lbh besar n nmpk segar..n stick one gna ntuk line mata di bwh
- ntuk mata I gna teknik reka2 sendri je :p, mcm smokey eyes jga tp i ubah sket..ntuk base, I gna warna biru gelap n then I gna kan warna  gold  ntuk bhgian tgh mata..ntuk dpt kan efek bsinar2 sket..so that xde la nmpk satu warna shja n gelap shj ( mcm kbykan smokey eyes)
- ntuk nmpk kening lebih cntek dn berbentuk (walaupun x di cukur) I gna kan eyeshadow warna cerah spt putih di kening...



- basically the technique something that very chique, feminin n yet not too much..sorry CPM , xtau la nk nm kan teknik ape yg I gna..maen hentam saje nie ;D



CPM Honey Nurhaliza yang saya kenali adalah " seorang yang gorgeous dan berketerampilan tinggi,  secara tidak langsung menjadi sumber inspirasi kepada wanita lain

Thursday, December 24

BloodyHell

xde motif nk wat entry nie..
cuma ade satu keinginan ntuk jerit sekuat2 ati
nak mencarut, maki puas2
jgn tnye sbb ape
juz nak lepas kan geram dan amarah yg teramat la sgt nie
huhhh
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ngucap la syg oiiii...(ckp kt dri sendri)
hurmm
ok dahhh!
tersengih2 tanpa motif
http://emo.huhiho.com
gila kah ak? mgkin juge!
aku mau hepi, aku mau bahagia, aku mau tersenyum gembira
beri kan aku satu sebab...hnya satu sebab ntuk merasa gembira...
kerna  pd ketika ini ak tiada sebab ntuk merasakn semua itu
hanya derita..derita...
demmit! be strong girl..be strong
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MaKan SajE Lah KaU Nie

Today mls nak write plus not in a gud mood..lately byk pkir mcm2..just upload pic of some food that i had today..tetiba cm byk lak mknan today..but unfortunately im not in the mood to eat...duhhh..anyway rezeki kan...mkn saje...syukur alhmdulillah...

Nasi Ayam

- ayam yg d perap ngan sos tiram, madu , kicap -


- chicken soup for the hungry soul ;p -


- sbb kn xde slera so ak juz smpan nie ntuk mkn dat day...nie lah bfast, lunch n diner skaligus.. -


- emo, emo jgk..mkn ttp kna mkn... (T_T) -




n lastly mnum pntg ngan teh panas n Kuih Lopes/Lopeh/Lopez?...mn2 je lh..yg pntg sodap

 


Monday, December 21

WhaT's YouR FaV Tv ShoWs?

Today nk share few of my fav tv show..yg sure x miss punye if bksempatan nk tgk...Most my fav tv show nie hilarious, mind-twisted, ghost/ underworld-based n meaningful one of coz. Ak sgt2 la demand bla tgk movie or tv show, coz i only watch yg de pngisian lah..if komedi pun xde yg spastik n tipikal nye style.. paling ak ske if that show byk kuar quote / cool sayings yg sgt2 menarik..one more thing i dont watch stupid girly tv show cam Desprate Housewife, Lipstick Jungle n yg sewaktu ngan nyer...yikessss...So check my fav thelist..whos know u might like it too...



My Name Is Earl - aaahh......tgk promo ms mula2 cite stat pun dh ckup lawak..for me this show is very2, super duper brilliant....10 thumbs up lah! earl, crabman, randy, joy...i miss watching u guys..new season please!



Friends - this one is consider classic dh..sp x reti tgk friends, mmg %$@3 la..haha...20 thumbs up! mls nk cite pjg psl show nie..



How I Met Your Mother - this one pun same..sgt2 best..lawak bersahaje..mngisah mamat nie jd narrator..mcm bcerita kat anak dier mcm mn pjlnan hidup dia smpai la jmpa mak kpd anak dia..cite sgt best coz cara pceritaan yg differ than others. smpi la nie x tau sape yg jd wife dier nnt.. x tgk byk episod sbb bru je nak ikut cite nie eventhough dh lm d tayang kan..but now nk kumpul suma2 episod..nk tgk smpai lebam! sgt2 best coz cite yg ade narrator nie somehow remind kan kta pd fairy tale yg kt sokmo dok tgk ms kecik2 kan..





Reaper - though main character is sam..tp ak paling ske ben..sbb dia bcinta ngan nina a.k.a the demon.. real demon ok..nina nie klu in real form ny adalah setan berekor dan de sayap..mcm naga sket2..ugly giler...tp ben in love n accept her for the way she is..lngsng x tkut..siap wat bdoh je klu nina wat prngai n tukar jd demon..nina yg human version sgt comel n hot..yayyy...nak jd nina..half demon!

Actually de lg fav tv show yg laen..but enuff just to mention the name Grounded for Life, Angel ( ske tgk time school dlu ), Popular, Farscape, Prison Break, So You Think You Can Dance ( US version only, i'm dance freak! ), Project Runway ( ske design2 bju ), The Nanny n more....huhu x ingt la...nnt2 ler update lg..some of the show u migt never heard off bcos dah lm sgt..mgkin dr zmn2 kecik dlu..tp ak nie klu dh suke smpai bila2 pun akan ingat... rs mcm nk je cri blk cite lame cam popular n farscape tue..huhu

The F#*k wORd

Kusut..kust lah weyhh....the thing is like this..ak g la post something on my facebook wall.. is sound like this :

' is tried hard 2 cheer herself lil bit ~ listen 2 some hard, heavy rock tune... 'i am fucking sad n mad rite now '

sengaja di highlight kn word tue..krn ak d kecam hebat sbb gna that word...giler je..ak ngah kusut2 mcm bnda nk pkir...pastu sibuk2 nk tmbh lg skt kpale nie..de la sorang saudari nie bls ngan komen bbunyik camni :

"Sorry sis I gotta delete you. I don't allow that kufur language on my page. Put your trust in Allah and conduct yourself in a way pleasing to him. May Allah make it easy for you ameen. As salaamu alaykum."

and then i was like..pehal pmpn nie..giler ke ape..tue lah klu manusia cetek akal, bajet alim sgt..tp sbnr ny ilmu tarak..akai x da..to that girl yg idup dlm gua tue.. msti dier ingat fuck tue mean ckp2 lucah ntuk sex kan..so typical minded lah..bodoh sgt, nk speaking ngan ak.. xtau ke english word mmg bese ade more then one meaning.. so dgn ati yg ngan panas nie meh ak paste kan meaning word fuck to yg d petik dari Oxford dictionary..

fuck ;

1 have sexual intercourse with.
2 damage or ruin.
· n. an act of sexual intercourse.
· ex clam. a strong expression of annoyance, contempt, or impatience.


so ko dh paham skrg, fuck yg d maksud kan is expression dr rase annoyed yg ak rase..tue maksud wall ak.. pastu it just a word..bkn ny benda pun..ske2 ati kau je nk ckp bkn2.. even klu guna word fuck ntuk refer pd sex word pun..it stil x salah..sbb it mean that way.. yg jd salah tue klu kta mencarut x tentu psl kat orang.. ko nak delete ak pun ade ak kisah...bajet alim konon..taik kucing la...n lagi satu, ak ngah mrh kt dlm komen tue..ade ke aku x ckp x pcaye Allah? ko ni mental! x bace abis....



 

Saturday, December 19

bLoG kU bErWaJah BaRu

Tadaaa...blog ini sudah berwajah bru...nayyy...xde keje sgt lah asek tukar2 nie...btw suma nie wat sendri ok.. design sendri...n nak smpan template blog nie ntuk private collection.. tfikir ntuk hasil kn template2 blog yg pelbagai..then bleh share ngan viewers kan...bgus gak tue.. make it in2 few category..like dark, girl, music, movie nyer theme... yeahh.. soon..i will... perhaps

mehh cyg ckit..muahhhhh!
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ULu KeNas ~ ReCrEaTioNaL FoResT

Last tuesday, bfore blk TM..plan nak g Ulu Kenas... Hutan Lipur Ulu Kenas nie kat Kuala Kangsar jgk, tp jauh la jgk dr umah...maybe in 20 min time it took 2 go there. This place quite famous for local, tp x se famous Lata Kinjang (yg juga d Perak) but that place is quite nice...kat sna ade Kem Bina Negara kot..so sllu ade org camping...air terjun dier sgt sejukk (grrrr...) n refreshing..so seswai lh kan klu pegi time cuaca pns cm skrg..

Other interesting things bout Ulu Kenas nie is dat dlu org de jumpa kristal on the river bed..but skrg xtau la de lg ke tak..byk lg nk cite, but since agak mls menaip..why dont y'all check out this website - http://northern.malaysianaturalheritage.com/?p=142 ... byk info n picture yg menarik about Hutan Lipur Ulu Kenas, Kuala Kangsar.

Back to the story, that day g berlima..de nizam, mak, syafiq, adi n aku...sgt puas dpt berendam lm2..but last2 mengigil beb..sejukkk... n nk gtau sni ade tmpt  salin bju yg ok..so x pyh nk rsau, psl nk salin bju ke ape..hoho..blk je dr sna..trus blk umah mkn mee kari yg dh masak sblm g sna..heaven...heavennnn... sbb pas mndi air terjun nie prut msti lapaq giler..n ktorg mkn ngn penuh bselera...dtg2 la ke Ulu Kenas nie..n singgah my house ok..layanan baek punyerr.. ;)


Hutan Lipur Ulu Kenas, Kuala Kangsar



pic source : google image



 
 

 
~ malu ahh saya.. ;p ~



~ ngan syafiq...malu lg ahh..~


~ brain freeze...arhhh...sejukkk... ~



Friday, December 18

PorT WeLd ~ kUaLa SePeTanG

Last Saturday, hve a great trip to Kuala Sepetang..Though mmg anak jati Perak, tapi haram x tau pun Kuala Sepetang tue kat ner. Tp seingat2 dlu la time blja Sejarah kan, de mention psl K. Septg nie, tp x hingat la what it all about. Kebetulan aritue de tgk program Destinasi Bajet, mamat tue g sana and review psl that place. Cam sgt best je coz ade mangrove! (hutan paya bakau). I like being close to nature n tmpt yg byk sejrah cam Kuala Septg. For ur info dlu x pggil Kuala Sepetang tp d pggl Port Weld..Name after a former governor, Frederick Weld.



Kuala Sepetang @ Port Weld


Actually main reason nk g Kuala Sepetang nie sbb nak mkn the very famous Mee Udang Banjir. .Mak n adik2 dh pnah g dh sna sblm nie..So kali nie nk bwk ak rs la plak mkn mee udang tue. Too bad lah coz the weather not very nice..Hujan je, yelah kwsn2 tue kan kwsn tadahan hujan. Tp redah jugak lah..tue pun ak dh kecut perut dlm kete, mana x nyer..kilat n guruh yg sgt kuat.. Nmpk lighthing tue mcm fire ball..btul2 depan keta.. dh la ms tue kt traffic light..trus la blackout..luckily ktaorg smpt kuar sbb lmpu dh ijau sblm tue..dan2 dh kuar je, trus off.. bsusun kete, msg2 nak gerak xmo give up..ms nie lah leh tgk attitude pemandu msia yg agak ‘kureng’ … pape pun nsb baik ak lepas ok … ms tue kwsn2 sekitar pun blackout, coz prsn suma kedai gelap je..cian.. g msuk supermarket curik mknan byk2 la (fantasi mlampau sejak dr kecik, nk duk lam supermarket..haha)

So on the way nak g tmpt yg d tuju nmpk byk giler gerai/restoran mee udang….bygkn la sepjg2 jln tue ade je.. tp mak ckp Mee Udang Banjir Mak Teh yg sedap.. yelah kan, gerai tue lah yg sllu masuk tv.. klu tak silap bape kali dh ak tgk msk Warung Kita dan Destinasi Bajet.Sampi je kt kedai tue, hujan rintik2 je..seb baik lah..klu x, x leh kua kete.. klu x silap mee udang tue ade 2 jenis.. so nnt waiter tue akan tnye “ nak 6 or 10” ..6, 10 tue bkn kuantiti udang tp harga mngikut jenis udang. RM6 = udang bela (kolam),RM10 = udang laut.. Udang laut lg sedap so that’s why mhl skit, lgpun rs ny lbh manis.. klu udang bela bese kn bg mkn pellet, so not nice as the wild one. Ktaorg order 7 mangkuk mee udang RM10.. hehe..giler byk kan.. yelah ntuk ak, mak, syam, nizam, syasya n syafiq.

Mee Udang Banjir Mak Teh tue sgt2 nice! Sedap sgt weyhh..x rugi mkn situ.. dh la udang dier byk giler, rs mcm puas sgt2.. hujan + lapar +mee udang = heaven beb! ..So ak recommend korang ntuk try mkn di situ.. Ouhh..lupa nk gtau..kt sna bkn je serve Mee Udang tp other dishes yg nmpk mcm sedap. Antara ny : Mee Goreng Udang, Laksa Biasa , Laksa Udang, n pelbagai mskan termasuk lh nasi.




Mee Banjir Udang or Mee Udang Banjir huhh?



tadaa...amacam..nmpk sedap kn?.. mmg pun sedap..huhu..nk mkn lagikk



^_^  tuan punye blog sgt gumbira dn senang hati dpt mkn  ^_^



menunggu hujan redha - muka knyg + ngntuk



ngee..hasil nye...licin!



Pas abis mkn ingt nak g kt jeti, mak nk cari ikan n udang2 segar kt sna . Kuala Sepetang nie ade jeti n view yg sgt cntik. Kta bleh rs suasana pkmpngn nelayan kt situ n breathe the fresh air. Beside leh tgk camne situasi peraih, pembeli dn pborong ikan kt sna..meriah sgt2… tp tue tgk dlm tv je cik kak oii.. sbb kn hujan, so xde chance nk g sna.. ak rs agak kecewa coz x dpt nk g jln2 kt mangrove tue.. cik G, ko msti suka kt situ, tingat ms kta wat trip time degree dlu..hurmm ( miss those moment )...xpe lah..next time nk g lg kt cni..nak jln2 d mangrove plak..owhhh yeahhh..





Saturday, December 5

CGPA 4.0 flat?

Entry yg sgt pendek..sgt2 hepi today..bru je check result exam sem lps..n surprisingly dpt pointer 4.0.. Alhamdulillah..syukur sgt2
dh la mcm2 yg jd sem lpas, plus all the pressure n stressful life i had...

Thanks to those yg byk bg support n always lift me up when i was down..
Sujud syukur tanda kesyukuran ^_^

Wednesday, December 2

1st Dec

Haiyaaa....1st Dec already meh? rs mcm x pcaye woo..time move so fast.... Dont' know what am i suppose 2 feel 2 day....im neither happy nor sad.... just stuck in between those.. try 2 figure out what ive been through n had achieve so far..hurmm... let review it on 31st Dec nnt okayyy..

But as for 2day, a bit pressure..ive handle things that im not good at n most important..it something that ive fear..close 2 hving phobia i guess...u guys might be wondering what it is? i tell u, i fear that thing more than i fear dying off street...huhu..thats too much  too said isnt it..nayyy...dying off street is scarier..

Now, Im facing my bigggest challenge on the need to conquer my fear..right now..i feel so stressed out, scared, nervous, my heart beat faster, ditzy, nausea, n my body are shaking as i mention about this thing

Huhuhu...as u guy wondering, let me tell u..it is something that i think most of u guys did well, n easy too..but unfortunately not for me..it because of my past..so i kinda trauma.

For now..i hope..i really2 hope that i can do it n have fun instead of stressed out...wish me luck buddies... I wish that everything goes smoothly..Insyallah...


ohh goshh....
here i am...
scare for what tomorrow might bring
hurmmmmm



pic source : http://castration.deviantart.com/art/FEAR-13212416

Saturday, November 28

JoiN Me iN DeaTh Will U?

 

We are so young.
Our lives have just begun,
But already we are considering,
Escape from this world.

And we've waited for so long,
For this moment to come.
Were so anxious to be together,
Together in Death.

Won't you Die tonight for Love?
Baby, join me in Death.
Won't you Die?
Baby, join me in Death.
Won't you Die tonight for Love?
Baby, join me in Death.

This world is a Cruel place,
And we're here only to lose.
So before life tears us apart let,
Death bless me with you.

Won't you Die tonight for love?
Baby, join me in Death.
So would you Die?
Baby, join me in Death.
Won't you die tonight for love?
Baby, join me in Death.
Join me in Death.

This life it ain't worth living.

Join me
Baby, join me in Death.



Review : i think this song is verry romantic...if you love then why dont we die tonite, together2? hahaha..cam gum+punks di situ...tp sweet pe...pd ak ler....part yg paling ak ske 'this life ain't worth living..join me' ...sape nyanyi kt ak mmg ak ajak kawen! haha...ang x pyh kasi duit hntrn pun dakpe..ngehh2...check the vid ntuk lgu nie..ville valo nmpk sgt cumel @ gay...hohoho....adekah dia gay? ouhhh no...ak cam dh jatuh suka kt die nie..tp dlm vid ini saje ok....ville...its my pleasure to join u......( sesgguh ny pd ketika ini ak sudah mereng gara2 x bleh tdo :p )

p/s : dlu time bila ntah tp zmn muda2 ler, ak penah kelentong sorang bdk laki yg tnye aku pe makna H.I.M....ak pun yg x tau sgt ms tue dgn yakin nye ckp ' HIM tue makne nya Heavy In Metal' ....fakkk ak ms dlu2...memalukan... for ur info HIM - His Infernal Majesty...klu slh lagi ak dh x layak idup dgr metal.... ak dgr fall out boys je... seacrest...outtt.....

DiaLoG KaWeN

Sekadar dialog..ayat yg sm didengari stp tahun, stp kali jumpa..cuma mungkin penanya nya berbza.. .cuma mgkin waktu dn ketika ny juga bbeza....hurmmmm.....

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makcik           : haaa kak long bape bln cuti?
shady             : dh sebln lebih dh mkcik, awal bln 12 nnt nk blk dh
makcik           : sonok la kak long cuti lama kan..
shady             : hehe...bese je ( dlm hati..tuiiii...mn de sonok..jiwa tertekan lgi de ar..tp masih lgi  mngekalkan senyum, nnt mkcik nie kte pe plak kt aku)
makcik           : kurus kak long la nie, jga mkn sungguh org muda..
mak                : biase la bdk2 muda, jga mkn..tkut gemuk
shady             : ............( ms bla plak ak jga bdn, siap mkn byk lgi de ar...dh tue asyek kna sound je sbb mkn byk)
makcik           : maisarah ( anak mkcik ) ckp lawa rmbut kak long, tgk dh mcm mat saleh pun ade
mak                : mat saleh celup je
shady             : .........( rmbut ak yg ngah kusut masai di kate ny lawa..ade kah perli je...wekkk...x kesah la labu..)
mak                : muzaffar tak ikut plak?
makcik           : dia ade duk umah je, biase la anak muda
mak                : muzaffar tunang aritu camne? maap ler x blh dtg
makcik           :  xpe lh, tp kawin nnt kena g lah naa...
mak                : bila nak kawin nye?
makcik           : janji ngan pihak pmpn tunang setahun setgh
shady             : .................( ade lg naa org tunang2 lame, ok lah tue ok..jnji ikat je dlu...bdk muzaffar nie muda dr ak dh tunang pun, nnt kawin plak)
makcik           : kak long bila plak yea? nnti ada lah tue...hehe
mak                : ishh tak tau ler
shady             : .....( hnye mampu senyum...maap mkcik, xde jwpn ntuk soklan tu....)

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.....dan dialog tersebut terhenti di situ shja....asal ehhh...asyik2 je nk tnye soklan cam gitu..klu x makcik A, makcik B, Makcik C, D dan sebagai ny...sape2 pun lah..itu lah jgk soalan nye...awat la depa x tnye aku sehat ka? dh bih blja ka blum?..ini tidak...ak x salah kan depa pun...tp bila tnya lagu tue ak jd blur, tatau nak jwp apa...adoiii..tmbh migrain kt kapla aje...
bila2 pkir yelah zaman laa nie, depa suma dok kawen awal, tunang pun sm..stat dr yg umo 20 tue dh de plan kawen2 nie....umo awal dr tue pun ade...peringkat umo2 cam ak nie, bese klu x kawen lg pun msti dh de rncngn kawen , tunang n so on..cam mmber2 kuliah aku gak lah...rata2 suma dh tunang n kawen..dh  de beranak-pinak  pun..

Klu kita tgk la situasi ny satu ms dlu dlm tahun 90an n tahun2 slps tue ( seblm 2008), trend ms tue pmpn kawen lmbt, xde la lmbt pun tp biase dlm umo 25 ke atas lh.. sbb zmn tue pmpn mngejar karier dan keje yg berpngkat bsr.. so target nk kawen pun lmbt lh sket..selps tue pun pmpn msh lgi mngejar karier, tp memandang kn faktor ekonomi dan pkerjaan yg mkin susah ntuk di cari..situasi mula berubah.. pmpn lbh sng ntuk bkhwin supaya ade tmpt bgntung..itu faktor yg pd pndgn ak mdorong untuk kawen lebih awal pd ms ini..mgkin jga slh telahan ku, atau mgkin juga ada kbenaran ny.. tp yg pasti mereka memilih ntuk tunang, kawin krna  telah bsedia....

Tp guys x kesah lah ape pun sbb ny...itu lah trend skrg..bgus jga camtu..ak pun suka tgk org kawen awal..dpt bina keluarga awal2, umo muda , anak pun dh bsr2.. cuma mungkin malang ny di situ, ak x bernasib baek ntuk turut serta...huhuhu.. tatkala suma org dh pun ade haluan n rncngn ms depan msing2...aku masih lg tercari2 haluan hidup, suma ny masih samar ....




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Keje pun dak lagi, blja pun dak bih lgi..duit smpnan pun x dak... jgn kata nk rncang, nak pkir psl kawen pun x layak lgi nie..wlaupun pmpn x byk kuar duit...tp stil ak rs dri nie x layak pun nak kawen..calon pun tenggelam timbul aihhh...jap ada, jap x da...jap2 tukaq org...haiiyooo..sgt kesian sm dri ku ini..x dak laki yg berjenis nak buat laki. klu umo 19 lgi x pa lah..ak x heran la kawin2 nie..tp bla umo sudah sprti skrg, dan umo pun dh mlepasi target ak nk kawen ( target muda2 dlu nk kawin awal ).....so rasa nk kawen tu sudah mulai xde... walaupun stil awal lagi dn msih ade hrpn tp take time la kn nk kumpul duit lagi, nak urus kan mcm2 pkra dlm idup lgi...bila dh setel suma tue mau nye umo ak dh terlajak jauh...trus tamat riwayat kesan degil lah...hohoho....

Kepada si penanya soalan mahupun yg bakal bertanya soalan...wlaupun sy tidak menjawap pertnyaan anda, tp sy ingin sekali mnjawap begini 'mmg la nak kawen  makcik oiii, tlg cri calon sat bwk hntrn 20 ribu mai sini..sok jgk sy kawen' ...ahaha...sekadar gurauan, x kan nk ckp cmtu...mampuih xde org nak kt ak.. :p ... Jgn pkir sy x kesah lngsg, sy sgt2 kesah hal nie ok...n sy mmg cukup2 risau pun..tp stil maintain steady depan org... klu lewat2 mmg sy x mau kawen dahh aihh...biaq la tmpg seronok tgk org laen bhgia..sy hrp sy tabah je hadapi liku2 hidup nie..sbb sy tau hidup sy x semudah org laen..hidup sy susah ( wlaupun fmili sy senang ), suma benda sukar sgt dlm hidup ini..mcm2 ujian Tuhan dh beri pada sy...sy pun xtau lah ape yg Tuhan nk berikan pd sy smpai hidup sy di uji begitu sekali..xpa lah na..sy doakan Tuhan kuatkan hati sy, biar ape pun jdi, sy dpt lalui dgn tabah... 'KAWIN' pergi lah di kau dr minda dn fikiran ku okeyy? hang buat ak kusut...aku mmg nak kt hang...tp hang yg liat sgt nk dtg kt ak..
p/s: pd ketika ini sy msih lgi tabah menruskn hidup yg mcm shit ini..sy nak jd org yg kuat.. itu saje...


ini baru hottttt....hehe









Thursday, November 26

ApE WaRnE BaJu KaWeN AndA? ~ entry ntuk sis Jannah



Entry ini sesgguh ny xde kna mngena dgn dri ku buat masa ini :D





 

 

 

Belek2 crik gmbr bju pngntin pmpn ntuk sis jannah..susah gak nk crik bju kaler hitam, but jmpa 1 nie n sgt2 cntek..bkn pe just nk suggest design n corak yg mgkin seswai..ngeee...tuan punye blog ini mmg tlebih excited bab kawen2..hikhik2..

Thursday, November 19

My FavOuRiTe ThinG



Got my fever down, and weighed it up, and I know the
Sounds remaining won't strain all the silt from my eyes
Bleach the green from the pastures, feast on the grey
Of the night, straight from the vines refusal to shine

You're my favourite thing - one that I love
one so I'd die for your love

Blind the deafened moon, stimulate the tombs of angels
I'll open my heart won't fall apart
Don't fall apart
You're my favourite thing
And I feel like letting go


~ n i feel like letting go rite now, thanks for the memories, thanks for the love, the care n thanks for thorn it apart...how i wish i never knew u at all~

OnE HeaDLighT

One of the greatest song i ever heard, I like it since the 1st time i heard it on the radio. I cant really express how i felt right now, but i felt kinda sad n alone whenever i hear this.
 it touches me everytime. bout the meaning of the song, act. theres many interpretation..but one headlight in diz song is just a metaphor..it means that
we didn't need everything to get through something, but we could still get through with all that we had..thats one headlight is all about..



no title

joy....pain
love...lost
truth..denial


in the end i ask myself, cant i survive in this thorny , stressful life alone?
yet..i stil cant find myself the rite answer but one thing for sure...
i dont mind being alone..

all i need now is strength......................hurmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Tuesday, November 17

EaT Me

What a lazy day, too lazy too write diz blog..huhuhu..well, juz upload the photo then. I cooked Ayam Masak Lemak Cili Api diz morning...I also fried telur dadar to be eaten with the rice n msk lemk..quite nice lah, since i like spicy food.. n to add-up the spiciness, i took cili padi n eat as ulam. Since theres no smbal belacan, i just eat the cili raw. Sometime I prefer eat it that way. Alhamdulillah, Im full now..ahakks..n i had become much more lazier n even thinking of taking a nap..nayyy...wait for another 1 hour lh..nasi bru je nk tru..hehehe


 
 *p/s: i had the same meal for dinner n i ate twice as much than what i had for lunch...hahaha

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